When I was in Senior High, I was not
interested on my academic performance because I was in science class and
studying was not fun at all. I was more interested on camping with scout,
practicing on theater club, exercising martial art for competition, sometimes
playing basketball and take a part in some organizations. Therefore it seemed
that I ignored all the assignments. I did my homework in last minutes before I
went to school so it was not finished. Fortunately some of my classmates did so
because they also focused on non-academic performance. Therefore together we
just copied the answers from a diligent friend.
I also seldom studying before quiz but I
was trying my best to get good score. Actually it was because I had no time to
study and lazy to open the previous material. Somehow I had determined to show
my friends and teachers that doing what I like in non-academic part had no bad
effects on my academic performance. It was non-sense but sometimes I was lucky
to get good score and some of my friends looked at me just like they exclaimed “How could she?”. Then I showed my ‘devil smile’. It was
satisfying, believe me.
However I did not habituate and
habituated to blame others when unpleasant things happened. One day I ever did
my remedial quiz twice alone for physic because my score was bad. I did it
calmly because I knew it was because of me. At the time I had martial art
competition and absent for some days. At least it was accomplished even in slow
motion.
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