How we see
ourselves will affect how we live our life. This also certainly happens within
learners. How learners see their selves usually affects the way they learn.
Learners have their own beliefs toward themselves. There are statements such as
“I can do today test well because I have learnt all night” or “I think I cannot
pass the algebra test though I learn hard because I do not inherit math skill.”
The sort of those statements reflects a belief of a learner. In other words, a
belief is “a cognitive idea that is accepted true without necessarily
definitive evidence to support it.” Generally people will accept their belief
true without conclusive proofs because they experience it their selves and
create self-conclusion toward their ability.
As what I have experienced
since school age, my belief on my ability does affect the motivation to learn.
When I was in senior high school I got good score in science test, I put high
expectation that I could do even better for next science test. This describes
expectation as belief about future outcomes.
In this case, my past experience affected my expectation for the future
test. Because the teacher gave compliment since I showed a progress on science
subject, I was motivated to do even better than before. The feeling of
satisfaction of finishing a test well made me more confident and put more
belief on my own ability.
In another science
test I did not do it well. As the result I got low score even I had to do
remedial to fulfill my responsibility for getting standard score of science
subject. Then I did reflection about why I did not do it well. Firstly I made
an assumption that I was lucky for getting good score in the first science test.
Since I often felt I had to put hard effort in understanding science or math.
Yet, finally I realized that it was my effort which made the first and the
second science test score different. I understood well the material for the
first science test because I study hard on it even I did group discussion and
study together with my peers before the test. For the second test even though I
studied the material but I did not study together with my peers. I assumed that
I could do it myself yet the result was disappointing. In this case I put a
belief about intelligence that I viewed I had no skill on science but then I
realize it could be improved through study hard. This affected my motivation to
learn science more and do better performance.
Another thing
that influences my motivation to learn science and do better on it is attribution.
Based on attribution theory people will put effort to figure out the underlying
causes to make sense of their own behavior or performances. I examined how I
could get good score at the first science test and why I got lower score for
the second science test. After knowing the cause, that it was not because my
intelligence but because I did not put sufficient efforts for the second
science test, I was more motivated to
study science well and do better for the next test.
I say that it was
because I did not study hard for the test when I got lower score for my science
test because I believe on my capability on science subject. It relates to my
belief on my capability or is well-known as self-efficacy. Self –efficacy is a
belief that ones are capable in doing specific task. I do believe if I had
studied hard about what was about to be tested, I would have not gotten lower
score for science. This belief drives me
to learn and do better on science.
Starting to be
interested in science, I have to leave it because I enter different path in
college. I take English major in Sampoerna School of Education (hereafter SSE).
This is out of my control not to choose science as my major in college. Yet, I
find it interesting study about educational field in SSE, especially the courses
that relate to psychology. Moreover I am still motivated to finish my study in
SSE because my parents want me to have bachelor degree. However, it is not
enough to keep my motivation to learn and finish my study in SSE because as
what attribution theory says that learners who are intrinsically motivated will
persist longer than those who are extrinsically motivated. During study
Education and English in SSE, I find many experiences that change my
expectation about future outcome. Study in SSE let me think to myself about
many things especially about my goal that I want to reach after I graduate from
SSE.
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References:
Reading Materials of Motivation and Management for Students for Effective Learning. Retrieved from
Reading Materials of Motivation and Management for Students for Effective Learning. Retrieved from
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