Second Reflection

When I was a senior high school student in the first grade, my rank was four. Although, I had a seat in front of the class surrounded by smart people.  My friend who sat next to me was the smartest and had the first rank. I started comparing my self and my friend, why does she can get first position and I could not?  At that time, I just realise I might not study hard and my brothers did not help me to study while my friend’s sisters are ready to help my friend. I thought, I could be better if I gave more effort for achieving first rank.

I still had chance to prove that I could be better to take the first place in second semester. I studied hard and often get along to study with my friend in her house. Untill the exam knocked the door, I felt a bit pessimistic to take first position. So, I set lower expectation, to have third position. Finally, time to take study result... I was suprised and shocked because I was still at position four even I did my best. There was nothing change. Since then, I just thought whether I am serious or not over a thing, the result just will be the same.